Let's just say the possibility of getting PPD and trying to avoid it won. Lol.. Kalea is slowly becoming a formula baby and in the last couple days has not been a happier baby. Let's not forget mommy is a happier person too.
The last couple weeks I've been really struggling to continue breastfeeding and I felt like crap for wanting to just quit when I had such a perfect supply for her. Thanks to my supportive husband I decided to slowly wean her off. Since I haven't needed to be attached to her I've noticed how much better my mood is. I still have my moments but I am no longer sad that I decided to have another kid and start over when I had some nice freedom with just Nani. Which not being sad over your new baby is always better. :)
I did my best and I gave her 6 weeks which is better then nothing and more then Nani ever got and she turned out fine.
I honestly don't know how some moms do it. I love my kids and I want the best for them but I don't have the mentality to just focus on one thing and potentially let everything else go. I now understand why it took my sister 12+ hours every Sunday to clean her house. Lol.
At the end of the day.. Like my girl friend has been telling me.. Its not worth your sanity. I am glad I finally decided to listen to myself and those supportive individuals around me.
Good Night Everyone!
Thanks for walking through this with me. :)
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